It's time to roll your eyes again
And laugh at the foolishness of it all
Pretend they're all just five year olds
And not grown men before you
No matter how petty they seem
How disrespectful
How childish
Smile, my child
Smile
And pretend it's all just fine.
I'm just a girl, standing out in the rain
Waiting for her lover to come
I surrender to this coldness
This lost and lonely sky
If only to find you again.
Do you remember me, my love?
How my heart broke, as you walked away
Leaving me out here to die
In your every breath, how you
Said you always would hold me?
Push me away, your eye's said,
As I came closer to dying
I never gave up on you,
But you never had hope, did you?
Not for yourself
Come back to me, and I won't get hurt
It only stings as you leave
How can you be less than me
You're the one who has survived
In this dark embrace
Forever, I've been lost
Looking for answer
Blue of the oceans
A clear piercing gaze
The skies look on in envy
Your eyes come through my thoughts
Palest ring of diamonds
A soft soothing touch
The doves cry with longing
Your hands guide me from dreams
Roses softest blush
A tender calm caress
The dawn glows bright with wonder
Your kiss grants every wish
Scratchless tone of bells
An unseen perfect aura
The water falls from disbelief
Your soul brings me to life
And I feel like I am immortal.
What we see
So hideous
So weak
We find ourselves swept away
Into a maelstrom
of grease
of oil
of cruelty
Until
We see at last the
Day
Moment
Light
Nothing matters
Never care
In the glow
We see
What we need becomes illusion
Endless possibilities
It exists
Nothing stays
Nothing goes
The worlds spinning stops
Wash away
the hurt
the pain
the fear
Until all thats left is
Void
And we start to live again.
Floating white expanse
Take a deep breath
I'm free
To do whatever I want to
Within these four walls
I come out
You see me, lying
Oh, I'll just pretend that everything's fine
But you don't belong here
In my twisted confine
Look at me:
You really think that I am free?
How can you say
That I'm still alive?
With your hand on my chest
To feel no heart beating?
To know every word
Is a gasp of borrowed breath?
You know my forced pulse
It's nothing but lies
Why can't they just leave me
Leave me to die?
Pour my my heart and soul
Their rotten remains
Into another?
I think not
I still have my mind
You say that you care
Why wo
For Valentine's Day,
I slept here alone
Waiting for you to come
On our anniversary,
There was nothing I could do
My work just overtook me
When Mother's Day came,
You were in New York
And completely forgot to call
For Father's Day
My alarm went off early
And the traffic kept me late
Thanksgiving rolled around
Your staff can't live without you
So you spent the whole day there
On Christmas Day,
You forgot to buy a present
I forgot to catch the flight home
But New Years' came upon us
And I'm snuggled in your arms
Making up for lost time.
The flames lick at my feet
Crimson dancing, Golden Crowns
Deceptive warmth in winter's night
See the stars?
Moonlight glows, but from below
I watch it fall by me
The last of my light stolen
All I can see is snow at my feet
Why do I stand in the sky
Fading to the world beneath me
Acid burns, you know
I wonder, when they look up,
Do they see me?
Do they feel me
As their thoughts come back to me?
When the water runs
Too deep, too fast
Will you fall into our fires?
Or stand there, watching us burn
For sins, committed by who?
Arson, raindrops should not sear you
You set this blaze to warn us
We saw, we did not run
For ice i
It's time to roll your eyes again
And laugh at the foolishness of it all
Pretend they're all just five year olds
And not grown men before you
No matter how petty they seem
How disrespectful
How childish
Smile, my child
Smile
And pretend it's all just fine.
I'm just a girl, standing out in the rain
Waiting for her lover to come
I surrender to this coldness
This lost and lonely sky
If only to find you again.
Do you remember me, my love?
How my heart broke, as you walked away
Leaving me out here to die
In your every breath, how you
Said you always would hold me?
Push me away, your eye's said,
As I came closer to dying
I never gave up on you,
But you never had hope, did you?
Not for yourself
Come back to me, and I won't get hurt
It only stings as you leave
How can you be less than me
You're the one who has survived
In this dark embrace
Forever, I've been lost
Looking for answer
Blue of the oceans
A clear piercing gaze
The skies look on in envy
Your eyes come through my thoughts
Palest ring of diamonds
A soft soothing touch
The doves cry with longing
Your hands guide me from dreams
Roses softest blush
A tender calm caress
The dawn glows bright with wonder
Your kiss grants every wish
Scratchless tone of bells
An unseen perfect aura
The water falls from disbelief
Your soul brings me to life
And I feel like I am immortal.
What we see
So hideous
So weak
We find ourselves swept away
Into a maelstrom
of grease
of oil
of cruelty
Until
We see at last the
Day
Moment
Light
Nothing matters
Never care
In the glow
We see
What we need becomes illusion
Endless possibilities
It exists
Nothing stays
Nothing goes
The worlds spinning stops
Wash away
the hurt
the pain
the fear
Until all thats left is
Void
And we start to live again.
Floating white expanse
Take a deep breath
I'm free
To do whatever I want to
Within these four walls
I come out
You see me, lying
Oh, I'll just pretend that everything's fine
But you don't belong here
In my twisted confine
Look at me:
You really think that I am free?
How can you say
That I'm still alive?
With your hand on my chest
To feel no heart beating?
To know every word
Is a gasp of borrowed breath?
You know my forced pulse
It's nothing but lies
Why can't they just leave me
Leave me to die?
Pour my my heart and soul
Their rotten remains
Into another?
I think not
I still have my mind
You say that you care
Why wo
For Valentine's Day,
I slept here alone
Waiting for you to come
On our anniversary,
There was nothing I could do
My work just overtook me
When Mother's Day came,
You were in New York
And completely forgot to call
For Father's Day
My alarm went off early
And the traffic kept me late
Thanksgiving rolled around
Your staff can't live without you
So you spent the whole day there
On Christmas Day,
You forgot to buy a present
I forgot to catch the flight home
But New Years' came upon us
And I'm snuggled in your arms
Making up for lost time.
The flames lick at my feet
Crimson dancing, Golden Crowns
Deceptive warmth in winter's night
See the stars?
Moonlight glows, but from below
I watch it fall by me
The last of my light stolen
All I can see is snow at my feet
Why do I stand in the sky
Fading to the world beneath me
Acid burns, you know
I wonder, when they look up,
Do they see me?
Do they feel me
As their thoughts come back to me?
When the water runs
Too deep, too fast
Will you fall into our fires?
Or stand there, watching us burn
For sins, committed by who?
Arson, raindrops should not sear you
You set this blaze to warn us
We saw, we did not run
For ice i
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( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
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(x) Are/Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
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I'm so deprived of my usual infusions of anime and gaming culture lately! I never have time to play video games or to watch/read, and on top of that I still haven't met anyone (who I can stand to be around on a regular basis) out here that's interested in this stuff. I miss my friend group...
My solution is this: I need a massive dose of con-fulness over the next break, probably to be fulfilled by ikkicon VI +uber-cosplaying (with whatever I've got, cuz I don't have time to sew these days -_-") +maybe an afterparty. But... that's forever away. :(
/whining
Besides all of that, I'm liking college. A lot. And ~Juicegrape (https://www.deviantart.com/juicegrape), :iconshezawhite
Hello, thank you so much for the . I'd really like you to see more drawings in my gallery and, if you're truly interested, be sure to add me as deviantwatch. Have a nice day!!